hm.

oh alright.
when I'm undecided about a certain something I will decide Not to go for it.
Not only will expectations be fucked, I lose a part of myself which I find very hard to get back since I already spend so much time Looking for myself.
MEOW you understand?
now?
Did I really Have to spell it out? I'm going to go back to being lazy. and i'm beginning to dislike old people who aren't My Parents, those of which just wouldn't cut me some goddamn slack.
tired, ignorant, insensitive, but self-motivated. If only I'd let the world stop getting to me.
8)
till the next time.
"I Love You but you will never quite know how much. And you won't if I can help it."