Never Ready

I think blogs shouldn't be drafted, but i find when i Don't draft...
My sentences get choppy and i just don't sound cool enough and when re-read i think i could've used a better English word...a nicer sounding replacement.

I'm making this rule where blogs should be as spontaneous as the writer, so it reflects on who u really are at that point in time while you're bitching about something. Or whining. Or relaying a far-fetched opinion.
If there really was a dino named Thesaurus, could it easily have been the smartest?

I had this rule too, where sum1 i fell in love with had to speak Good english perhaps, good enough to combat me while in an ego battle about who's right, who's wrong...but seriously who cares?
People are Dying in the world, there are bigger things in the world.
*WHAT?* Yes I'm giving excuses, yes i broke my own rules. And a few sentences before this Were augmented to fit nicely into this poor excuse of a blog.
Oh how tired i am of conforming.
Oh how exhausting it is to be moulded.

And here i find myself breaking my own rules. 8)
Mildly exhilarating to say the least.
I think it sucks i fell short of my own expectations...but not that of sum1 else's. And isn't that what love is?

Oh, i'm months away from Thanksgiving but there's always things and occasions to be thankful for
wouldn't you think so?

1) Thank You Ahmad Ismail, for speaking on behalf of BN/UMNO/MALAYSIA that we Chinese are immigrants. We have felt this way for you have treated us this way all this while. IF we left Your country, do you think you could flourish without all our damn taxes? Did you ever think that Sabah is overflowing from underage (not immigrant?) pilaks working for Chinese coffee shops? The ppl you recruited to vote for you but don't touch becasue they've all converted into what's safe to be 'kept' in MALAYsia? 8)
Thank You. very Much. Much proud to be Malaysian.
and to all the Chinese who had that flag flying from your PROTON(if you have one, Good for u 2!). I bet you guys feel smart now. And bloody patriotic. Sejahtera Malaysia!!

2) Thank You Air. I love breathing you. But for once you should decide for yourself who you want to let to breathe You. Who you deem worthy. Sometimes i feel sorry for you, some scum of the earth, some criminal, some corrupt, some greedy SOB is using you, to run away...to get thru each wretched day of his/her own existence. Air, you should learn how to punish those..who abuse you, who dirty you, who take you for granted. But Thank you Air, for you are like God, all forgiving all non-sin seeing/sin-forgiving. You don't judge and you don't condemn(like I do).

3) Thank You God, for not making me Air or like You. i wouldn't be able to handle so much power. And i'm a grudge-holder. "No Air, for you 2day you naughty boy! Stamping on your mother's posies!"

4) Thank You ppl reading this..for understanding my point of view and Thank you for noticing the association of number 2) with number 1) on my very short list of Thank Yous.

Thank You